move BLOG to jeszcoffee.xanga.com

move BLOG to http://jeszcoffee.xanga.com/weblog/

I wan to be like YOU ....

I wan to be like YOU. Free of : Unhappiness, Stubborness, Impatience, Jealousy

Happie now as lastly we no longer have gap each other. All the problem is started from me actually :). Now no more already as i could control my tempered......LOL..

One task for me right now: Learn to control my emotion.

p/s : ( My Horoscope for today quite match with my condition today ) :)http://www.astrocenter.com/us/Default.aspx?sign=10

Decided NOT to Move Blog

I have hestitated want to move my blog here to a new blog or not . The reason i want to move is because i found that my blog is so messy and no interesting to read , and the english writting is so weak compared to others. Added, the story that i wrote is so messy too.( i write it faster ~qin cai) ......

Therefore i go read Nuffnang creator, Ming's blog. Ermm...I think i no need to move my blog already ( I also don't why ) . So , i maintain my blog here ...more stories to go.

Do you have Past tense?

Normally the first website i go is Facebook , but today, the 1st website i am going to is Blog. Don't know why i feel to write something here.

I am just came back from lab. Thi morning, i have my 1st paper which is Virology. During this period, i have struggled hard to concentrate on studying. Nonetheless, something counted as 'trivial matter' ( maybe for other people) , but for me , really have some bad impact on me.

I don't know where to start from. What i want to express/advise here is: People, don't be too stubborn of past tense. You get what i meant?

Past tense, could be link do what have you done for the past year or your HISTORY for past tense. Personally, i am kinda selfish. I do mind your past tense ( either you are my friends or someone close) but i don't hope you mind about my past tense ( as i think i am doing the right thing) ---Isn't sound SELFISH ? hehe...

Sigh sigh sigh.....I just hope i can be open-minded about your past tense, don't too over mind of it, or else everytime it will become one of the obstacle/problem ( It is torturing ~)

Now, i just want to : haiz. hiaz.haiz...................................

Okie la, feeling tired and sleepy here , later need to go lab again .

Jesz

today is 15 october

actually i am totally forgot this day is someone birthday .....but somehow i received a called late at midnight from a 2 years not meet nice person , made me thinking me back the time talked with him/ hang out with ...feeling sad as he is stilll waiting for me. Nway, that one is past tense...

i am super tired , doin at lab today ....extremely tired of doing FTIR, lotsa sampel for me to finish ........

tired

i am tired right now, though talking with dear now through skype....
I am now just very worry with my FYP, every body has started especially chinese. Today heard my friends said they will go to lab this coming Saturday to do lab....:) seriously, i am kinda worry, as my latest experimental design haven past to Dr. Aidil. i am really worry ...
just blessed that my e. design can be checked by him and agreed by him...

FYP

omg.....this semester , for everyone is really a busy year, i am now can understand that why our previous seniors said final year is a busy year, and amount of tears...I could really realised it after i am starting my FYP.

OMG.....i thought i can really handle with this project easily, as i have experienced dealing with fermentation during my practical at USM. Who knows....

i am getting hate Science subject, am 've regreted to chose this subject, if i were given a chance i won't longer take this subject, instead i will choose field like mass com. I think i more suitable in that area , my personality also suit that field.

besides dealing with lab progress , many problems i have faced too, included people ......


stories more to go since starting FYP ....